Lindsay Lohan‘s appearance on Saturday Night Live this past weekend pulled in some surprising numbers — it brought the show into the top time slot for that night, beating all other major networks. It was also the second most-watched episode of the season. Lohan spent a better part of the show poking fun at her own personal struggles, including quips about her drug use, shoplifting charge and house arrest. And although the hosting gig was supposed to be her big career comeback, it was met with more criticism than praise. Entertainment Weekly went so far as calling her the “worst host of the year” and many viewers immediately took to Twitter to share their harsh reviews, with one user writing, “This may be the first time Lindsay Lohan had trouble doing lines.” Sources close to the actress told gossip site TMZ that despite the brutal critiques, the actress is proud of her performance and feels she did the best she could.