Lindsay Lohan told Us Weekly she’s in “absolute hell” following her split from girlfriend Samantha Ronson. The actress describes the evening that Ronson broke up with her as “the worst night of my life,” and confirmed reports that say Ronson hired five security guards to keep her away from a family party and changed the locks on her house, where Lindsay had been living with her. “I’m not a bad person and this is what happens. I was raised to treat people well, and I’m so tired of this drama,” she said, adding that she feels “so alone” without Ronson. “Everyone’s turned on me,” Lohan claims, revealing that the night of the party, Nicole Richie walked by her and said “Uck.” She continues: “I’m a f***ing 22-year-old girl who’s in love. I felt like I was in Mean Girls, but worse — Mean Girls was a movie.” Lohan laughs off allegations made by sources who told the magazine Ronson had repeatedly tried to break up with her over the past month, but put it off because each time Lohan threatened to kill herself. “I’m just really hurt!” Lohan says. “The whole situation is sick.” ~movi_alex. As seen in issue #393 of Movie Mail Newsletter.