L'Wren Scott was almost $6 million in debt when she was found hanged in an apparent suicide at her New York apartment on Monday. According to her older sister, Jan Shane, L'Wren envied her ''simple life.'' Jan believes the designer, who had been dating Mick Jagger since 2001, was unhappy with her jet-setting life. Jan told the Daily Mail: ''To me she had it all. She was going out with a Rolling Stone and traveling to London and all around the world and I was a stay-at-home mom who hasn't really been anywhere.'" Jan admits it was at their father's funeral in 2002 that she realized all wasn't well in her sister's life. She explained: ''It was hard to get near her. I don't know why she thought she needed bodyguards at our father's funeral. I guess that's just how her life was at the time. But at one point we stepped out together and she looked at me and said, 'I envy you.'''
Jan wonders if she could have prevented L'Wren's death. She said: ''It is really sad. I wish we were closer. I would have always sat down with her to talk things over if she was struggling. We had no clue she was feeling like this. She must have felt so alone and it bothers me because she always had us. I would have talked to her in a heartbeat. I just hope she knew that.''